Crash

I need to write something, maybe a little short note, I don't know I just need to write.  I've been out all night and I've been fine, I've been OK for a ages, and yet I've walked into my cold, small flat, feeling all alone, miserable and basically fallen over the edge of the cliff.  I'm not sure what's set it off or pushed me if anything did.  I'll be OK come the morning, but I could do with a pick me up some how, though what that would be I don't know.  This is a strange feeling considering how "happy" I've been of late.  Reason enough to write, to get it out of the system and to revisit tomorrow.